Wednesday, 20 January 2010
Day 41 - Wed 20/01/10
Listening to music again and I know that I shouldn't as I listen to the words and...
I hope you are all doing okay out there, you are all in my prayers too!
Nearly all packed and ready to go and looking forward to being Cancer Free - I hope!!
I am scared now and cant seem to shake it
Be scared and fearful
Be loving and caring
Sitting in my room
I feel alone with God
He tells me it is okay to be scared
He tells me that it is okay for me to cry
So I am and I do
Spoke with Jamie H who gave me some good tips as he had the same surgery several months ago....Lyn, Mike, Colin and Chris came round yesterday and prayed with me and for me....Mum, Jane and Paul came round today and made me laugh when I was tryng hard not to...had some lovely flowers from work today which was all the nicer as they were addressed to Fran and I..
Off to see Third Space tonight for prayer and then off to Chesterfield Hospital for 4pm tomorrow.
Dont want to ramble as my head is not straight so will end the Blog for now and will update you all when I get home in a couple of weeks...
Peace, Love, Harmony and Less Pain to all.