Wednesday, 20 January 2010

Day 41 - Wed 20/01/10

Listening to music again and I know that I shouldn't as I listen to the words and...

I hope you are all doing okay out there, you are all in my prayers too!

Nearly all packed and ready to go and looking forward to being Cancer Free - I hope!!

I am scared now and cant seem to shake it

Be scared and fearful
Be loving and caring
Sitting in my room
I feel alone with God
He tells me it is okay to be scared
He tells me that it is okay for me to cry
So I am and I do

Spoke with Jamie H who gave me some good tips as he had the same surgery several months ago....Lyn, Mike, Colin and Chris came round yesterday and prayed with me and for me....Mum, Jane and Paul came round today and made me laugh when I was tryng hard not to...had some lovely flowers from work today which was all the nicer as they were addressed to Fran and I..

Off to see Third Space tonight for prayer and then off to Chesterfield Hospital for 4pm tomorrow.

Dont want to ramble as my head is not straight so will end the Blog for now and will update you all when I get home in a couple of weeks...

Peace, Love, Harmony and Less Pain to all.

T xx


  1. Hi Tony,

    The recent past has obviously been very diffcult for you, and of course your family, however, your positive attitude shows the level of your faith and an incredible strength of character which should serve a lesson to all of us.

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue your battle. Keep strong, keep positive and we look forward to catching up with your good news when you get home.

    Very best wishes,

    Paul and Tine

  2. was lovely to see you today !!hang on in there we will see you on tuesday !! we are all thinking of you and loads of love to keep you safe, prayers from some n wishes on stars from others combined will b a strong force, so see you soon love ma n pa ,we are here for frances , charlotte and all family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  3. love you tony !!!see you soon !!thankyou so much for today !!anything you or fran need just shout we are there with you!!!xxxxxxlittle sis xxx

  4. lots of love from me and ailish and hope all goes well for you.if you fran or charlotte need anything we ar all here for you.

    love little bruv xxxx

  5. Tony, as you know from my email I was not about yesterday to message you. But my thoughts and prayers are with you and Fran buddy. Take care, let the fear pass you by and I look forward to hearing from you after the op. And as no one else has dared to say it. LEAVE THE NURSES ALONE!!!!!!!!!!